Ck_kC Lim

你就像人间蒸发似的~
在人群中不见人影，你的电话号码就好像一个荒废了的电话亭似的~
Aduh~你今天到底怎么了？
Cam lo.. 我中毒了，剧毒攻心了~Aduh....
很空虚啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
A Bear, Lokejun, A Cheong or whoeva.. Come out now..
Tis is it, tis is why buddies are for.. Come to me~~
Kachat Summoning~~ Come out...

She getting married wif him?
Omg.. Is he trying to bid her for a couple years until she graduate?
I bet he is.. Well, I have to say it wont work.. When guy promise a marriage~ Is it still too early ? for a 1988 guy?
I dun hate anyone, should i hate him for saying these irresponsible words? It juz makes me feel like he trying to cheat her once again.. I dun have a good feeling wif him..
I'm awake now, tis is between me and her now..
There are still a few question in my mind to ask be4 everything comes to the end.. I wish to talk to her so much.. But it aint forcing u to decide it now.. And it wont be anytime soon, u have ur time..
Plz take a deep look into the problem and decision have to be made Honey, no more escape..
I hope u looking at tis,

u nvr fight for things u wan.. all u did is dragging everything..
u dun mind on everything.. all u did is accepting wateva it is..
u nvr make ur own decision by urself.. all u did is escaping all the time..
u dun understand the meaning of love.. all u did is sharing ur love..
懂得放弃才会拥有，懂得珍惜才不会失去;
懂得自爱才会得到人爱，懂得选择才能有机会找到自己想要的。

你知道自己要什么吗？

妈妈又不小心跌倒了。
唉，看见她擦上的伤口，真令人心酸。很想哭~
看见她一天一天的老去，我真的很想哭~~~~~
听见她说看东西看不清楚，啊啊啊啊啊！！！

神啊，把我变得冷血一些吧~
我很不喜欢我现在的感受~ 我很辛苦。。。
拜托~~~ｚＺｚ

Bo mood~~~~
While shopping wif my buddies, i dun feel wan to talk, juz wanna stay alone~ and listen to them..
During these days, my mouth causes me alot of inconvenient..
Eat pain, talk pain.. Aduh~~
I have to say i still cant used to wat i am right now.. I feel bad about it..
This feeling makes me no appetite to eat, bcuz eat wat oso need to " geng har geng har", adjust to the part that can be use to bite.. Omg..
Therefore, mood goes fluctuated..
2 more years to go.. Stay toughen Ck..

I took the weight&height checking in Jusco today.
The result was 71.1kg
178.5cm
I'm glad I am under ideal weight&height ratio~ Phew.. Which makes no one else to call me fatty anymore.. hahahaha~~
But my ideal height is supposed to be 183cm.. (But I think i have no more chance to achieve it anymore)
I still remember when i was a kid one stupid old man said eat more potato can grow taller..
Then these words make me love potato like crazy until today..
But then now think back.. LOL, is kinda bullshit.. Sei lou yeh.. Kena "burger" jor..

Kinda tired now.. But then, dun feel like sleeping~
Looking at her pic oso can look like 30min stunning on the screen.. LOL.. amazing..
Well, juz feel like addicted to her.. haha~~ 1 week left.. Faster come back lar.. I wait dou 颈都长 liao~~

hou Sien aaaaa~~~
放假le~~ 每天过的日子都一样，都不知该写些什么~
但刚刚那只欧洲猪告诉我,说以后也不看我的blog了。
原因是，太太太太太。。。。。肉麻了！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~
Sei for lo..
Aduh~是突然间有的感触嘛，又不是我想的。
下次我“轻手”点啦。。 哈哈哈~~
放假很闷啊，是要叫我去Lost World就早点讲啊。
I dun mind to swim wif Aunty da.. wakakakaka

为什么我总是在犯错后才懂得后悔呢？
说要体谅，说要包容，那我为什么还要提起呢？
我真是自打嘴巴，说我是个好男生?不，我绝对不是。我总是避免不了伤害到我爱的人。
我总是被我所谓的原则牵着鼻子走。
我想了整晚，觉得我是过火了。如果我不说出那番话就没事了。
到底是我爱的人重要，还是原则重要。
跟她一起虽然知道她很多事都收在心里，不想跟我说，我尊重她，我从未勉强过她。
我想知道不是因为我是在看她到底是怎样的人，是我想关心我爱的人。
我现在才知道我不想因为我的原则而失去我真正爱的人。

以前，就算我不问，另一个她都会告诉我她什么不开心，可是说真的，我真的没什么关心过“她”。
到散了才想到，我是不是在爱着她呢？
才发现，原来我没爱过“她”。。。

但我现在可以说，我真的爱上你了~~

我做错了吗？
我讲错了吗？
我该怎么办？
她生气了吗？
我伤了她吗?

对不起~ 觉得自己很自私，我不应该将，现在弄得她不开心了。。。
怎么办！！！如果你在看，无论如何打给我。。。 我等~~