Ck_kC Lim

I wanna know who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying
just look around and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying
so you should know this love we share
was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you
my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again
some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night
but I'm not buying
cuz in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautiful you are to me
you'll know I'm not lying
sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye but even if we try
there are something's in this life won't be denied won't be denied

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you
my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again

the more I know of you, is the more I know I love you,
and the more that I'm sure
I want you forever and ever more
and the more that you love me, the more that I know oh
that I'm never gonna let you go gotta let you know that I

I'm never gonna say goodbye (Im never gonna say goodbye)
cuz I never wanna see you cry (I never wanna see you cry)
I swore to you
my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I (swear it all over again, and I)
I'm never gonna treat you bad (I never wanna treat you bad)
cuz I never wanna see you sad (I never gonna see you sad)
I swore to share your joy and your pain (oh no, oh no)
and I swear it all over again
all over again
all over again
and I swear it all over again~~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWLITwTkp3g

唉，我终于忍不住问她了。
当我决定要问她时，心里一直都很不开心，因为我知道我在问一些没有答案的问题。
当我问了过后，心里是舒服了些，
但。。。同时我也在我心的另一端开了一刀，很痛。
从一开始我知道我会像现在将，但我更想要得个明白。
我的心就像永远都会有个伤口，未曾是完整无缺的。
当一个人因为伤心而哭，我觉得没什么大不了，因为他还懂得用眼泪去释放；
而当一个人伤心但哭不出来，才是最辛苦，他没有方法去释放，他去运动，他去玩电脑，他看好几个小时的电视，但始终找不到解脱。
心里就一直在想着同样的问题，如果，我是她，我心里的感觉应该是怎样的呢？
对着两个不同的人有感情，感觉到底是怎样的呢?当和其中一个在一起时，也会想念另一个吗？
把你的心破开两边，一半给我，一半给他。。。真的能将吗？
还是始终，你的心从来没有分过一半给我，我只是像在戏里的那个陪伴着女主角等待那真正的男主角出场的配角呢？
我不会去想，但我也不想托托拉拉，这个问题只有你才能给答案。
挽留的话不用多，一句就够，


我只希望还有机会叫你“宝贝”，
和再一次听见你叫我“宝贝”。

Finally i made it thru and reach the last day of being hardworking.. (Exhausted)
赛后检讨。
I have to admit that i damn useless.. I still remember last sem i told myself to work harder..
Nvr skip class.. Listen to lectures, complete the tutorials.. But.. It nvr being worked out.. Aaaaaaaaaa, tomorrow will be the end of my semester, but, wat did i learn from the lectures and tutorial? How much did i absorbed? 50%? 40%? 30%? haix~~

During exam time, im supposed to do well in this final.. No kidding, the timetable was so well-arranged and i have sufficient time for every subject.. But.. Wat did i do during the time?
Play, fooling around, chill all the time, facebook, sleeping, basketball..

I feel sorry to my family, I started to hate myself, y i cant juz be more hardworking? I'm trying to fight for the future, trying to obtain good result which can make my mum happy, trying to be a University graduates, but with my current behavior, how can i achieve it???

"Wtf man, fuk u Ck, u will nvr make it if u continue being so, u're nothing if u cant even complete this degree programme.. Go become beggar better.. Always play play play.. diu nei meh.. Oni noe to talk cock, say will do this, do that, end up? Did nothing.. Play more la.. How u going to face urself if u fail again this semester? How u gonna face ur mummy telling her that u fail the exam.. U tot ur family got enuf money to support u then u can chill and lepak? Money is not urs.. U have a good family background, much more better than ur frens, so? This is how u going to cherish it? fail? Repeat? Asking money from parents all the time? 再是将，等死啦 !! Sei Sohai.."

...

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words


跟你在一起，真的不只喜欢你将简单。
也是为了替一个曾受伤害的女孩子疗伤。
用我的爱，关心，把你的心带回给你。（我会努力的）
我不喜欢说我爱你，我只喜欢证明我有多爱你，就算用上我的所有，我也要把你治好。
(不知你感觉到吗？）
我不喜欢你说会为了我而改变，我只希望你会为自己找出一个更好的生活。。。
爱情是自由的，而不是霸占；爱情是需要被体谅的，而不是诸多为难；爱情是很直接的，是没有顾虑的，是不会有异心的，绝对的信任，不需要任何承诺，
想做就做，目的？
想我的傻瓜开心啊。

I posted a photo of us on facebook.. Wau, I cant believe their response after a night.. Haha, my frens are so cute, I love them alot.. One thing that i appreciate the most is i can be a part of them.. I feel so sweet..

while listening nice music, feels that there can never be better than now anymore.. Is juz perfect now.
Thx for filling me up, my life gets perfect because of u Honey..
Well, time to study better, i won't easily let go anymore, and wish i wont fail anymore..
Thanks to my family, frens, and u..


p/s: Happy Birthday to Mr.Bao

就当我时多心吧，有时候觉得自己很麻烦。
不知为什么要去想，为什么要去令自己不开心。
每当听见你跟他通电话，
突然间觉得。。。那时候的你，忽然不在我身边了，你的心就好像突然间离我而去似的。
心里总是有种不能忍耐的痛苦，但。。。也无可奈何。
再深入想，就会觉得自己很失败，很没有用，像个女孩子将。
我相信你是爱我的，我真的相信。。。
曾经跟你说过，跟你在一起时，我真的很开心。
100% 有95%都是开心的。。。但，
这个时候，就是那5%的一刻。。。

拥抱是想让你知道，我是多在乎你。我不会给你压力，只希望总有一天，你会为你自己，你家人，还有想关心你的人，每天爱自己多一些。。。

September 15

Ga Zak CocKroach

"i noe a guy...

he is a very cute guy...

he has a dimple on his left...

so so so cute....!

when i not happy...

he make me laugh...

when i happy...

he laugh wif me...

when i cried...

he bring me to eat...mamak...

when i boring...

he acompany me...

when i insomia…

he tell me story…

more than 1 hour…

but I stil cant sleep…

thanks…

i wish i can be with u...

when your bufday...

if u wan me la...

wakaka..." ,She wrote.

Am i doing the right thing now?
I feel everything is going wrong.. Are the words behind the Ring applicable on u to me?
Or i'm juz thinking too much ?
Is that possible everything remains the same tomorrow? "iDunno!!"
But whateva, as stated in Ethan's principle, " Life Without Expectations get no Disappointment.."
Juz hope to make her happy..
And thx for everything..

爱又如何？想又如何？
不要脸的家伙，别想太多。。。
算啦。。

What a day. I can't tell how tired i am now, it can oni be described using "exhausted" .
Kinda regret right now , shouldn't go for basketball today, can't do shit on the court >.< Failed~~
Suddenly, I feel there is nothing else that i will have the energy to do anymore. My energy is totally being used up, memorizing notes, exercising, thinking somebody's stuff (gei po), facebook-ing and so on..
As a result, i made up my mind, no more exercising, no more facebook-ing, no more gei po, the only thing i will do is study,SLEEP,study,SLEEP...
Dun wan to give a shit to other things anymore (It will only interrupt me, they are EVIL..)

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I�ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I�m down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I�ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I�m gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I�ve gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I�m down
I guess I�m down
I guess I�m down...
To my last cry...

每次总是在无法预测的一觉，都能看见你的出现。
每次看到你，你总是温柔，体贴，亲切。
在每个梦里，虽然是发生着毫无关系的故事，但故事的最后你总是存在。哈哈
每次一醒，心里虽带着一份无奈，但也有一份满足和快乐，可能是我容易被满足吧。
虽然在现实是不能实现的，但这存在着的感觉也会让我好好地为自己努力吧。
加油吧~~