Ck_kC Lim

Everything i said to u.. Is still applied on u.. My cares, still didnt take it away from u..
No matter who Ure for me..

Today i went Emotional Intelligence lecture.. I have to say i like this subject.. Reason?
Mayb becuz i feel Mr Sebastian teach me alot.. Not oni how to look into ourselves and make a change.. And oso how to love others.. Its really remind me alot.. If i could understand that be4 everything.. I tink i wont have such a "me" today.. It might be much more better than wat i am now.. But, most of the time human learned oni after the incident.. Like Chinese ppl alway says " 有早知就没乞丐 "..

Emotional Intelligence teachs us how to cope wif anger, how to aware of our emotions, self-management and so on.. Its really suit me because these are wat i tink im lacking right now.. Self-control.. It is a good subject..

Ure still the one, no matter who u are for me, ure always the one that i wish to care.. Until now.. I cant afford to lose u in my life.. I do cherish u still.. Always and forever..

Let's make a change.. Add in new stuff in ur life ,CK.

Drink, work, be independent CK.. Go look for jobs.. Go expand ur life.. Live to the max.. Dun stay oni Kampar, Ipoh... Kampar, Ipoh.. Go somewhere else, Penang, KL.. (The oni place i have clan~ less but increasing)

Break some of ur rules, (Still anti-smoke).. Change ur mind.. Ure too pure.. Not to say that have to pollute myself and do bad stuffs, but i have to go explore more about life~

Be a man.. Man is the King.. Man is the one that decides everything.. Be the King~ Dun stay like " Frog in the Well ".. There are alot more that i can do.. Not oni study, love, study, love...

KACHAT!!!! Make ur first step..

FIRST STEP!!!! GO GO GO~~ Part time jobs.. clubbing.. come to me~

Go drink, drank, AND GET DRUNK !!! come on.. Join me~

好了，现在明白了。
当了一个月的第三者，良心开始责备我了。
对不起 Mr.Ma Ling Su~ 我错了。
可能在别人的角度，这不算是什么坏事，只是我没见识罢了~
Well.. 现在我见识过了。
但，这都不适合我，无论我有多想变坏，爱情观念就是我唯一不会改的。
。。。。。。。。（她站起来了，走了出去）

她不耐烦了~我知道她有在看。。。“傻瓜”，当有人说你傻，不用觉得高兴，相信我~
可能，这就是我们的不同吧~
我没事，就只能说，这世上什么人都有，只是我不会欣赏咯。

我很想扶起她，才发现我的手不是她想要的~总有一天她会想通吧。
有个人会让她觉得值得将做~
99% 的运气？代表着什么？
我也不知道，只知道自己很眼睡。。。对这些东西没兴趣了。

但，心里真的很想对她说。。。
宝贝，真的不想失去你~
因为。。。真的对你有感觉~
真的很想爱你~（Last word to u here)

哼！今天给人放飞机。。。
打发时间最有效的，就是来这里了~

突然想回之前跟她讲过的一句话，“要把爱的感觉从某个人身上抽出是最辛苦的”。
这句话，想到心就觉得累了，不用说到去做。
可能大家在爱情的观点不同吧~
又想回在facebook做过一个测验~测验结果说了

“天枰座的你希望可以依靠他，希望他能常陪你。而雙魚的他雖也不能忍受孤獨，卻不願只停留在你一人身邊。你無從知道他在想些什麼，從不見他主動為愛情付出行動，同樣不善主動傾訴衷情的你，只能把辛酸的淚水往肚裡流。”

真的是将吗？我在你的留言看得出你看见了自己了对吗？
Aduh~这些测验是怎么弄来的？它们是怎么弄来这些测验结果呢？有什么根据呢？
有时不得不佩服这些所谓的测验~

觉得有点辛苦~每天都要猜~不知她要些什么...给次给些tips吧~ :P

Hoho~今天99%运气... <--- 最高的一次~再来吧。。。

只希望可以陪你度过你每一个失眠夜~
只希望你只唯我伤害~ 因为，你知道我不想，也不会伤害你。
只希望我是你不开心时的依靠,
更希望成为你快乐的来源，能让你感受到幸福，在乎和“爱”。
我不能完全明白你的想法，我真的不知你在心里想着什么。。。我只相信你需要我~ 这足够吗？

如果我表错情，拜托你告诉我。
如果你觉得对我的爱不是爱情，拜托你一定要告诉我。
如果我不是你心里想要的，拜托你。。。说声“放弃”我~
因为~我不想收回我对你的所有~
我宁愿你放弃我，也不想放弃你~

Tomorrow is coming..
Everything gonna start from 0 again~ Well.. It's time to work, Hermm.. add oil ba CK~
Every new semester is equal to a starting point, whereby representing the day that i will restart my mind and retry to achieve wat i promised myself..
Until now is my 6th semester in Utar.. The past 5 semester i failed.. This semester, i will try again..
I wont stop.. I wont give up.. I muz try.. go for 3.0 CGPA.. Second Class Honours (Upper Division)..

God,
gv me the strength to stand everything..
show me road to achieve it..
Lead me... MyLord~

还想抱抱~等了3个礼拜，真的很想被抱个整晚~
刚刚的~那里够哦。。。
开玩笑meh~

Ure 100% mine here~
Love my Bao Bei~

Tis is the advice that i got for today~
我承认我是一个多心的人，我就喜欢猜，但现在我猜了不会讲了，免得撞板~
Lai Yeh 很多次了~
但无论我怎么想，心里觉得有多少个可能，我只会选最好的~
我不怕被人骗，因为我知道不是人人都想骗我，我相信我身边任何一个人。
我相信，只要事事想好的方面，人就不会不开心~
但我发现不是人人也能做到，很多人就会自找烦恼，Aduh~Beh tahan them~
而我，有时也会啦，感情方面，我也顶不顺自己，当爱上一个人，就不是什么时候也能理智，当应该放开时，往往就会转回去，不会想去说放开，因为，真的很喜欢她~
还有一样，就是我妈~不知怎么了，越来越疼她了。
希望她能健健康康~ 别再跌倒了。最心痛了~
Look for sunshine behind every dark cloud..
Unhappiness is usually create by ourselves..
Depending on wat problems v facing,
Some say unhappy because of their result.. Not GOOD enuf..
I will say Wat the Fuk!! Have u ever see my result ? At least u din fail a thing, want good result should be do more revision or something wat.. After result come out oni sad got "L" use?

Some say unhappy because fighting wif frens.. saying I hate him/her.. He/She hates me~
F u !! There are so many kind of ppl in this world.. U dun like, then hate? Dun wan be fren wif them? Y cant u juz tink it other way, 不要跟他将熟就对了~ Why muz u tink of he/she will harm ur life or something and go shout in front of ur fren without anything happened YET ?
I feel very sick wif this~
I lost the first best fren in my life last year~ And i didnt even say a thing that time.. Somebody juz screwed everything up >.<

Some say unhappy because cant get this cant get that~
Aduh~ Come on, when it is urs, is urs.. No need to force wat.. Why wan to sad about it nerh??
Isn't it sendiri cari pasal ?

There is always a sun behind the cloud~
There is nothing to sad about in life act beside family and ur love one..
We are human.. We are imperfect..
The oni thing that is for sure.. Everyone has the feeling of love~
Not to say everthing.. At least, cherish everyone u owned.. Cherish ur Life~
Dun make urself unhappy, cuz sometimes when u unhappy, somebody might too~ WHO NOES ?

I love my frens, family...
And my love one.. Although still early to say so.. although is juz the beginning~ But at least.. I cherish every moment.. with everything i have until now.. :)

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

你就像人间蒸发似的~
在人群中不见人影，你的电话号码就好像一个荒废了的电话亭似的~
Aduh~你今天到底怎么了？
Cam lo.. 我中毒了，剧毒攻心了~Aduh....
很空虚啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
A Bear, Lokejun, A Cheong or whoeva.. Come out now..
Tis is it, tis is why buddies are for.. Come to me~~
Kachat Summoning~~ Come out...

She getting married wif him?
Omg.. Is he trying to bid her for a couple years until she graduate?
I bet he is.. Well, I have to say it wont work.. When guy promise a marriage~ Is it still too early ? for a 1988 guy?
I dun hate anyone, should i hate him for saying these irresponsible words? It juz makes me feel like he trying to cheat her once again.. I dun have a good feeling wif him..
I'm awake now, tis is between me and her now..
There are still a few question in my mind to ask be4 everything comes to the end.. I wish to talk to her so much.. But it aint forcing u to decide it now.. And it wont be anytime soon, u have ur time..
Plz take a deep look into the problem and decision have to be made Honey, no more escape..
I hope u looking at tis,

u nvr fight for things u wan.. all u did is dragging everything..
u dun mind on everything.. all u did is accepting wateva it is..
u nvr make ur own decision by urself.. all u did is escaping all the time..
u dun understand the meaning of love.. all u did is sharing ur love..
懂得放弃才会拥有，懂得珍惜才不会失去;
懂得自爱才会得到人爱，懂得选择才能有机会找到自己想要的。

你知道自己要什么吗？

妈妈又不小心跌倒了。
唉，看见她擦上的伤口，真令人心酸。很想哭~
看见她一天一天的老去，我真的很想哭~~~~~
听见她说看东西看不清楚，啊啊啊啊啊！！！

神啊，把我变得冷血一些吧~
我很不喜欢我现在的感受~ 我很辛苦。。。
拜托~~~ｚＺｚ

Bo mood~~~~
While shopping wif my buddies, i dun feel wan to talk, juz wanna stay alone~ and listen to them..
During these days, my mouth causes me alot of inconvenient..
Eat pain, talk pain.. Aduh~~
I have to say i still cant used to wat i am right now.. I feel bad about it..
This feeling makes me no appetite to eat, bcuz eat wat oso need to " geng har geng har", adjust to the part that can be use to bite.. Omg..
Therefore, mood goes fluctuated..
2 more years to go.. Stay toughen Ck..

I took the weight&height checking in Jusco today.
The result was 71.1kg
178.5cm
I'm glad I am under ideal weight&height ratio~ Phew.. Which makes no one else to call me fatty anymore.. hahahaha~~
But my ideal height is supposed to be 183cm.. (But I think i have no more chance to achieve it anymore)
I still remember when i was a kid one stupid old man said eat more potato can grow taller..
Then these words make me love potato like crazy until today..
But then now think back.. LOL, is kinda bullshit.. Sei lou yeh.. Kena "burger" jor..

Kinda tired now.. But then, dun feel like sleeping~
Looking at her pic oso can look like 30min stunning on the screen.. LOL.. amazing..
Well, juz feel like addicted to her.. haha~~ 1 week left.. Faster come back lar.. I wait dou 颈都长 liao~~

hou Sien aaaaa~~~
放假le~~ 每天过的日子都一样，都不知该写些什么~
但刚刚那只欧洲猪告诉我,说以后也不看我的blog了。
原因是，太太太太太。。。。。肉麻了！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~
Sei for lo..
Aduh~是突然间有的感触嘛，又不是我想的。
下次我“轻手”点啦。。 哈哈哈~~
放假很闷啊，是要叫我去Lost World就早点讲啊。
I dun mind to swim wif Aunty da.. wakakakaka

为什么我总是在犯错后才懂得后悔呢？
说要体谅，说要包容，那我为什么还要提起呢？
我真是自打嘴巴，说我是个好男生?不，我绝对不是。我总是避免不了伤害到我爱的人。
我总是被我所谓的原则牵着鼻子走。
我想了整晚，觉得我是过火了。如果我不说出那番话就没事了。
到底是我爱的人重要，还是原则重要。
跟她一起虽然知道她很多事都收在心里，不想跟我说，我尊重她，我从未勉强过她。
我想知道不是因为我是在看她到底是怎样的人，是我想关心我爱的人。
我现在才知道我不想因为我的原则而失去我真正爱的人。

以前，就算我不问，另一个她都会告诉我她什么不开心，可是说真的，我真的没什么关心过“她”。
到散了才想到，我是不是在爱着她呢？
才发现，原来我没爱过“她”。。。

但我现在可以说，我真的爱上你了~~

我做错了吗？
我讲错了吗？
我该怎么办？
她生气了吗？
我伤了她吗?

对不起~ 觉得自己很自私，我不应该将，现在弄得她不开心了。。。
怎么办！！！如果你在看，无论如何打给我。。。 我等~~