Ck_kC Lim

Everything i said to u.. Is still applied on u.. My cares, still didnt take it away from u..
No matter who Ure for me..

Today i went Emotional Intelligence lecture.. I have to say i like this subject.. Reason?
Mayb becuz i feel Mr Sebastian teach me alot.. Not oni how to look into ourselves and make a change.. And oso how to love others.. Its really remind me alot.. If i could understand that be4 everything.. I tink i wont have such a "me" today.. It might be much more better than wat i am now.. But, most of the time human learned oni after the incident.. Like Chinese ppl alway says " 有早知就没乞丐 "..

Emotional Intelligence teachs us how to cope wif anger, how to aware of our emotions, self-management and so on.. Its really suit me because these are wat i tink im lacking right now.. Self-control.. It is a good subject..

Ure still the one, no matter who u are for me, ure always the one that i wish to care.. Until now.. I cant afford to lose u in my life.. I do cherish u still.. Always and forever..

Let's make a change.. Add in new stuff in ur life ,CK.

Drink, work, be independent CK.. Go look for jobs.. Go expand ur life.. Live to the max.. Dun stay oni Kampar, Ipoh... Kampar, Ipoh.. Go somewhere else, Penang, KL.. (The oni place i have clan~ less but increasing)

Break some of ur rules, (Still anti-smoke).. Change ur mind.. Ure too pure.. Not to say that have to pollute myself and do bad stuffs, but i have to go explore more about life~

Be a man.. Man is the King.. Man is the one that decides everything.. Be the King~ Dun stay like " Frog in the Well ".. There are alot more that i can do.. Not oni study, love, study, love...

KACHAT!!!! Make ur first step..

FIRST STEP!!!! GO GO GO~~ Part time jobs.. clubbing.. come to me~

Go drink, drank, AND GET DRUNK !!! come on.. Join me~

好了，现在明白了。
当了一个月的第三者，良心开始责备我了。
对不起 Mr.Ma Ling Su~ 我错了。
可能在别人的角度，这不算是什么坏事，只是我没见识罢了~
Well.. 现在我见识过了。
但，这都不适合我，无论我有多想变坏，爱情观念就是我唯一不会改的。
。。。。。。。。（她站起来了，走了出去）

她不耐烦了~我知道她有在看。。。“傻瓜”，当有人说你傻，不用觉得高兴，相信我~
可能，这就是我们的不同吧~
我没事，就只能说，这世上什么人都有，只是我不会欣赏咯。

我很想扶起她，才发现我的手不是她想要的~总有一天她会想通吧。
有个人会让她觉得值得将做~
99% 的运气？代表着什么？
我也不知道，只知道自己很眼睡。。。对这些东西没兴趣了。

但，心里真的很想对她说。。。
宝贝，真的不想失去你~
因为。。。真的对你有感觉~
真的很想爱你~（Last word to u here)

哼！今天给人放飞机。。。
打发时间最有效的，就是来这里了~

突然想回之前跟她讲过的一句话，“要把爱的感觉从某个人身上抽出是最辛苦的”。
这句话，想到心就觉得累了，不用说到去做。
可能大家在爱情的观点不同吧~
又想回在facebook做过一个测验~测验结果说了

“天枰座的你希望可以依靠他，希望他能常陪你。而雙魚的他雖也不能忍受孤獨，卻不願只停留在你一人身邊。你無從知道他在想些什麼，從不見他主動為愛情付出行動，同樣不善主動傾訴衷情的你，只能把辛酸的淚水往肚裡流。”

真的是将吗？我在你的留言看得出你看见了自己了对吗？
Aduh~这些测验是怎么弄来的？它们是怎么弄来这些测验结果呢？有什么根据呢？
有时不得不佩服这些所谓的测验~

觉得有点辛苦~每天都要猜~不知她要些什么...给次给些tips吧~ :P

Hoho~今天99%运气... <--- 最高的一次~再来吧。。。

只希望可以陪你度过你每一个失眠夜~
只希望你只唯我伤害~ 因为，你知道我不想，也不会伤害你。
只希望我是你不开心时的依靠,
更希望成为你快乐的来源，能让你感受到幸福，在乎和“爱”。
我不能完全明白你的想法，我真的不知你在心里想着什么。。。我只相信你需要我~ 这足够吗？

如果我表错情，拜托你告诉我。
如果你觉得对我的爱不是爱情，拜托你一定要告诉我。
如果我不是你心里想要的，拜托你。。。说声“放弃”我~
因为~我不想收回我对你的所有~
我宁愿你放弃我，也不想放弃你~

Tomorrow is coming..
Everything gonna start from 0 again~ Well.. It's time to work, Hermm.. add oil ba CK~
Every new semester is equal to a starting point, whereby representing the day that i will restart my mind and retry to achieve wat i promised myself..
Until now is my 6th semester in Utar.. The past 5 semester i failed.. This semester, i will try again..
I wont stop.. I wont give up.. I muz try.. go for 3.0 CGPA.. Second Class Honours (Upper Division)..

God,
gv me the strength to stand everything..
show me road to achieve it..
Lead me... MyLord~

还想抱抱~等了3个礼拜，真的很想被抱个整晚~
刚刚的~那里够哦。。。
开玩笑meh~

Ure 100% mine here~
Love my Bao Bei~

Tis is the advice that i got for today~
我承认我是一个多心的人，我就喜欢猜，但现在我猜了不会讲了，免得撞板~
Lai Yeh 很多次了~
但无论我怎么想，心里觉得有多少个可能，我只会选最好的~
我不怕被人骗，因为我知道不是人人都想骗我，我相信我身边任何一个人。
我相信，只要事事想好的方面，人就不会不开心~
但我发现不是人人也能做到，很多人就会自找烦恼，Aduh~Beh tahan them~
而我，有时也会啦，感情方面，我也顶不顺自己，当爱上一个人，就不是什么时候也能理智，当应该放开时，往往就会转回去，不会想去说放开，因为，真的很喜欢她~
还有一样，就是我妈~不知怎么了，越来越疼她了。
希望她能健健康康~ 别再跌倒了。最心痛了~
Look for sunshine behind every dark cloud..
Unhappiness is usually create by ourselves..
Depending on wat problems v facing,
Some say unhappy because of their result.. Not GOOD enuf..
I will say Wat the Fuk!! Have u ever see my result ? At least u din fail a thing, want good result should be do more revision or something wat.. After result come out oni sad got "L" use?

Some say unhappy because fighting wif frens.. saying I hate him/her.. He/She hates me~
F u !! There are so many kind of ppl in this world.. U dun like, then hate? Dun wan be fren wif them? Y cant u juz tink it other way, 不要跟他将熟就对了~ Why muz u tink of he/she will harm ur life or something and go shout in front of ur fren without anything happened YET ?
I feel very sick wif this~
I lost the first best fren in my life last year~ And i didnt even say a thing that time.. Somebody juz screwed everything up >.<

Some say unhappy because cant get this cant get that~
Aduh~ Come on, when it is urs, is urs.. No need to force wat.. Why wan to sad about it nerh??
Isn't it sendiri cari pasal ?

There is always a sun behind the cloud~
There is nothing to sad about in life act beside family and ur love one..
We are human.. We are imperfect..
The oni thing that is for sure.. Everyone has the feeling of love~
Not to say everthing.. At least, cherish everyone u owned.. Cherish ur Life~
Dun make urself unhappy, cuz sometimes when u unhappy, somebody might too~ WHO NOES ?

I love my frens, family...
And my love one.. Although still early to say so.. although is juz the beginning~ But at least.. I cherish every moment.. with everything i have until now.. :)

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

你就像人间蒸发似的~
在人群中不见人影，你的电话号码就好像一个荒废了的电话亭似的~
Aduh~你今天到底怎么了？
Cam lo.. 我中毒了，剧毒攻心了~Aduh....
很空虚啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
A Bear, Lokejun, A Cheong or whoeva.. Come out now..
Tis is it, tis is why buddies are for.. Come to me~~
Kachat Summoning~~ Come out...

She getting married wif him?
Omg.. Is he trying to bid her for a couple years until she graduate?
I bet he is.. Well, I have to say it wont work.. When guy promise a marriage~ Is it still too early ? for a 1988 guy?
I dun hate anyone, should i hate him for saying these irresponsible words? It juz makes me feel like he trying to cheat her once again.. I dun have a good feeling wif him..
I'm awake now, tis is between me and her now..
There are still a few question in my mind to ask be4 everything comes to the end.. I wish to talk to her so much.. But it aint forcing u to decide it now.. And it wont be anytime soon, u have ur time..
Plz take a deep look into the problem and decision have to be made Honey, no more escape..
I hope u looking at tis,

u nvr fight for things u wan.. all u did is dragging everything..
u dun mind on everything.. all u did is accepting wateva it is..
u nvr make ur own decision by urself.. all u did is escaping all the time..
u dun understand the meaning of love.. all u did is sharing ur love..
懂得放弃才会拥有，懂得珍惜才不会失去;
懂得自爱才会得到人爱，懂得选择才能有机会找到自己想要的。

你知道自己要什么吗？

妈妈又不小心跌倒了。
唉，看见她擦上的伤口，真令人心酸。很想哭~
看见她一天一天的老去，我真的很想哭~~~~~
听见她说看东西看不清楚，啊啊啊啊啊！！！

神啊，把我变得冷血一些吧~
我很不喜欢我现在的感受~ 我很辛苦。。。
拜托~~~ｚＺｚ

Bo mood~~~~
While shopping wif my buddies, i dun feel wan to talk, juz wanna stay alone~ and listen to them..
During these days, my mouth causes me alot of inconvenient..
Eat pain, talk pain.. Aduh~~
I have to say i still cant used to wat i am right now.. I feel bad about it..
This feeling makes me no appetite to eat, bcuz eat wat oso need to " geng har geng har", adjust to the part that can be use to bite.. Omg..
Therefore, mood goes fluctuated..
2 more years to go.. Stay toughen Ck..

I took the weight&height checking in Jusco today.
The result was 71.1kg
178.5cm
I'm glad I am under ideal weight&height ratio~ Phew.. Which makes no one else to call me fatty anymore.. hahahaha~~
But my ideal height is supposed to be 183cm.. (But I think i have no more chance to achieve it anymore)
I still remember when i was a kid one stupid old man said eat more potato can grow taller..
Then these words make me love potato like crazy until today..
But then now think back.. LOL, is kinda bullshit.. Sei lou yeh.. Kena "burger" jor..

Kinda tired now.. But then, dun feel like sleeping~
Looking at her pic oso can look like 30min stunning on the screen.. LOL.. amazing..
Well, juz feel like addicted to her.. haha~~ 1 week left.. Faster come back lar.. I wait dou 颈都长 liao~~

hou Sien aaaaa~~~
放假le~~ 每天过的日子都一样，都不知该写些什么~
但刚刚那只欧洲猪告诉我,说以后也不看我的blog了。
原因是，太太太太太。。。。。肉麻了！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~
Sei for lo..
Aduh~是突然间有的感触嘛，又不是我想的。
下次我“轻手”点啦。。 哈哈哈~~
放假很闷啊，是要叫我去Lost World就早点讲啊。
I dun mind to swim wif Aunty da.. wakakakaka

为什么我总是在犯错后才懂得后悔呢？
说要体谅，说要包容，那我为什么还要提起呢？
我真是自打嘴巴，说我是个好男生?不，我绝对不是。我总是避免不了伤害到我爱的人。
我总是被我所谓的原则牵着鼻子走。
我想了整晚，觉得我是过火了。如果我不说出那番话就没事了。
到底是我爱的人重要，还是原则重要。
跟她一起虽然知道她很多事都收在心里，不想跟我说，我尊重她，我从未勉强过她。
我想知道不是因为我是在看她到底是怎样的人，是我想关心我爱的人。
我现在才知道我不想因为我的原则而失去我真正爱的人。

以前，就算我不问，另一个她都会告诉我她什么不开心，可是说真的，我真的没什么关心过“她”。
到散了才想到，我是不是在爱着她呢？
才发现，原来我没爱过“她”。。。

但我现在可以说，我真的爱上你了~~

我做错了吗？
我讲错了吗？
我该怎么办？
她生气了吗？
我伤了她吗?

对不起~ 觉得自己很自私，我不应该将，现在弄得她不开心了。。。
怎么办！！！如果你在看，无论如何打给我。。。 我等~~

I wanna know who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying
just look around and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying
so you should know this love we share
was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you
my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again
some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night
but I'm not buying
cuz in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautiful you are to me
you'll know I'm not lying
sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye but even if we try
there are something's in this life won't be denied won't be denied

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you
my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again

the more I know of you, is the more I know I love you,
and the more that I'm sure
I want you forever and ever more
and the more that you love me, the more that I know oh
that I'm never gonna let you go gotta let you know that I

I'm never gonna say goodbye (Im never gonna say goodbye)
cuz I never wanna see you cry (I never wanna see you cry)
I swore to you
my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I (swear it all over again, and I)
I'm never gonna treat you bad (I never wanna treat you bad)
cuz I never wanna see you sad (I never gonna see you sad)
I swore to share your joy and your pain (oh no, oh no)
and I swear it all over again
all over again
all over again
and I swear it all over again~~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWLITwTkp3g

唉，我终于忍不住问她了。
当我决定要问她时，心里一直都很不开心，因为我知道我在问一些没有答案的问题。
当我问了过后，心里是舒服了些，
但。。。同时我也在我心的另一端开了一刀，很痛。
从一开始我知道我会像现在将，但我更想要得个明白。
我的心就像永远都会有个伤口，未曾是完整无缺的。
当一个人因为伤心而哭，我觉得没什么大不了，因为他还懂得用眼泪去释放；
而当一个人伤心但哭不出来，才是最辛苦，他没有方法去释放，他去运动，他去玩电脑，他看好几个小时的电视，但始终找不到解脱。
心里就一直在想着同样的问题，如果，我是她，我心里的感觉应该是怎样的呢？
对着两个不同的人有感情，感觉到底是怎样的呢?当和其中一个在一起时，也会想念另一个吗？
把你的心破开两边，一半给我，一半给他。。。真的能将吗？
还是始终，你的心从来没有分过一半给我，我只是像在戏里的那个陪伴着女主角等待那真正的男主角出场的配角呢？
我不会去想，但我也不想托托拉拉，这个问题只有你才能给答案。
挽留的话不用多，一句就够，


我只希望还有机会叫你“宝贝”，
和再一次听见你叫我“宝贝”。

Finally i made it thru and reach the last day of being hardworking.. (Exhausted)
赛后检讨。
I have to admit that i damn useless.. I still remember last sem i told myself to work harder..
Nvr skip class.. Listen to lectures, complete the tutorials.. But.. It nvr being worked out.. Aaaaaaaaaa, tomorrow will be the end of my semester, but, wat did i learn from the lectures and tutorial? How much did i absorbed? 50%? 40%? 30%? haix~~

During exam time, im supposed to do well in this final.. No kidding, the timetable was so well-arranged and i have sufficient time for every subject.. But.. Wat did i do during the time?
Play, fooling around, chill all the time, facebook, sleeping, basketball..

I feel sorry to my family, I started to hate myself, y i cant juz be more hardworking? I'm trying to fight for the future, trying to obtain good result which can make my mum happy, trying to be a University graduates, but with my current behavior, how can i achieve it???

"Wtf man, fuk u Ck, u will nvr make it if u continue being so, u're nothing if u cant even complete this degree programme.. Go become beggar better.. Always play play play.. diu nei meh.. Oni noe to talk cock, say will do this, do that, end up? Did nothing.. Play more la.. How u going to face urself if u fail again this semester? How u gonna face ur mummy telling her that u fail the exam.. U tot ur family got enuf money to support u then u can chill and lepak? Money is not urs.. U have a good family background, much more better than ur frens, so? This is how u going to cherish it? fail? Repeat? Asking money from parents all the time? 再是将，等死啦 !! Sei Sohai.."

...

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words


跟你在一起，真的不只喜欢你将简单。
也是为了替一个曾受伤害的女孩子疗伤。
用我的爱，关心，把你的心带回给你。（我会努力的）
我不喜欢说我爱你，我只喜欢证明我有多爱你，就算用上我的所有，我也要把你治好。
(不知你感觉到吗？）
我不喜欢你说会为了我而改变，我只希望你会为自己找出一个更好的生活。。。
爱情是自由的，而不是霸占；爱情是需要被体谅的，而不是诸多为难；爱情是很直接的，是没有顾虑的，是不会有异心的，绝对的信任，不需要任何承诺，
想做就做，目的？
想我的傻瓜开心啊。

I posted a photo of us on facebook.. Wau, I cant believe their response after a night.. Haha, my frens are so cute, I love them alot.. One thing that i appreciate the most is i can be a part of them.. I feel so sweet..

while listening nice music, feels that there can never be better than now anymore.. Is juz perfect now.
Thx for filling me up, my life gets perfect because of u Honey..
Well, time to study better, i won't easily let go anymore, and wish i wont fail anymore..
Thanks to my family, frens, and u..


p/s: Happy Birthday to Mr.Bao

就当我时多心吧，有时候觉得自己很麻烦。
不知为什么要去想，为什么要去令自己不开心。
每当听见你跟他通电话，
突然间觉得。。。那时候的你，忽然不在我身边了，你的心就好像突然间离我而去似的。
心里总是有种不能忍耐的痛苦，但。。。也无可奈何。
再深入想，就会觉得自己很失败，很没有用，像个女孩子将。
我相信你是爱我的，我真的相信。。。
曾经跟你说过，跟你在一起时，我真的很开心。
100% 有95%都是开心的。。。但，
这个时候，就是那5%的一刻。。。

拥抱是想让你知道，我是多在乎你。我不会给你压力，只希望总有一天，你会为你自己，你家人，还有想关心你的人，每天爱自己多一些。。。

September 15

Ga Zak CocKroach

"i noe a guy...

he is a very cute guy...

he has a dimple on his left...

so so so cute....!

when i not happy...

he make me laugh...

when i happy...

he laugh wif me...

when i cried...

he bring me to eat...mamak...

when i boring...

he acompany me...

when i insomia…

he tell me story…

more than 1 hour…

but I stil cant sleep…

thanks…

i wish i can be with u...

when your bufday...

if u wan me la...

wakaka..." ,She wrote.

Am i doing the right thing now?
I feel everything is going wrong.. Are the words behind the Ring applicable on u to me?
Or i'm juz thinking too much ?
Is that possible everything remains the same tomorrow? "iDunno!!"
But whateva, as stated in Ethan's principle, " Life Without Expectations get no Disappointment.."
Juz hope to make her happy..
And thx for everything..

爱又如何？想又如何？
不要脸的家伙，别想太多。。。
算啦。。

What a day. I can't tell how tired i am now, it can oni be described using "exhausted" .
Kinda regret right now , shouldn't go for basketball today, can't do shit on the court >.< Failed~~
Suddenly, I feel there is nothing else that i will have the energy to do anymore. My energy is totally being used up, memorizing notes, exercising, thinking somebody's stuff (gei po), facebook-ing and so on..
As a result, i made up my mind, no more exercising, no more facebook-ing, no more gei po, the only thing i will do is study,SLEEP,study,SLEEP...
Dun wan to give a shit to other things anymore (It will only interrupt me, they are EVIL..)

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I�ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I�m down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I�ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I�m gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I�ve gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I�m down
I guess I�m down
I guess I�m down...
To my last cry...

每次总是在无法预测的一觉，都能看见你的出现。
每次看到你，你总是温柔，体贴，亲切。
在每个梦里，虽然是发生着毫无关系的故事，但故事的最后你总是存在。哈哈
每次一醒，心里虽带着一份无奈，但也有一份满足和快乐，可能是我容易被满足吧。
虽然在现实是不能实现的，但这存在着的感觉也会让我好好地为自己努力吧。
加油吧~~

若说爱永远像枷锁
愿意套上十分傻
愿豁出生命
莫笑我痴情
但我永远也是一个
日子孤单的经过
在这一生中
快乐也一个
缘份永远要避开我
今天我实在愿讲和
自己孤单还要天天唱着情歌
宁愿我去发现真错
但也想亲身经过
愿阔出生命
愿意担起枷锁
愿意献上这份真爱
任这世界骂我痴傻
若我永远也是一个
问这一生怎么过
是这么孤单快乐也一个
(music)
是这么孤单爱情避开我

13/08/09

12/08/09

Noisy Hostel... and Smelly Room
Guess wat?
I choose noisy hostel..

Kee Ming~~ Daniel~~ I beg u guys la.. Tomorrow i have class at 8 a.. Let me sleep in peace la Plz~~


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

zzz.. I wanted to shout at my living room.. But i choose to shout it here.. My other housemate is sleeping.. haix

Story End~

I have my computer ady, but the problems here is i forgot my skype password..
Now i cant open skype, lol.. Somebody tell me what to do??

I Believe 当我在你家门口
下雨了 你看了也会难过
I Believe 你不说话的时候
也是一种 其实你在回应我

虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手 我不真的难过

不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在某个时候 想让你陪伴的是我

I Believe 没有回应的时候
只不过 正好你在电话中
I Believe 语音信箱的沉默
也是一种 其实你在倾听我

虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手 我真的不难过
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在一切之后
留在你身边的是我

那延续太久的一时冲动 在你身后的独角戏
聚光灯没亮过怀疑 是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
一定会有结果 在很久以后
留在你身边的是我
会陪着你的人是我

I'm...
Thinking..
Caring..
Observing..
Helping..
Fulfilling..
Protecting..
Supporting..

My Daily Song, Kris Allen " No Boundaries "

兄弟们一个一个将开始离去，真怀念以前一起自由自在的日子。

现在我们都长大了，都是时候进入人生另一阶段了，社会。

祝大家一帆风顺~~~闯个美好的未来，加油。

除了她，就没别人吗?

很寂寞~~~

今天我犯了个错误，对不起。
总是改不了自己所谓的关心，如果给你猜中了，没错是可以帮到一些；但如果猜错而胡乱给意见，就会好像今天将了。

我应该改改自己的坏习惯，可能对我来说是关心，但可能对别人说是八婆吧。

诶，不好意思。我不该多事，希望你跟你朋友没事吧。
我们生存的每一天，都是上天给的礼物，不是应份的；珍惜每一天，开心地过吧。
你开心的来源是什么，希望是他，那你就不会再不开心了。



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唉，Michael, 没了你，这世界就好像失去了一个和平大使。你的歌都叫我们珍惜地球，生命，家人，但为什么天就不让你继续当下去呢？从小就迷上你的我，到现在我也不能相信你就将，突然间离开了我们。

除了你，这世界就没第二个艺人能像你将得到我的怀念。

我永远怀念你。

还以为今天6月31日，哈哈。

今天很大感触，情绪有点波浪，但搞不清是开心或不开心，不过心里有了另外一种感觉，就是“安心”。可能平时做坏事太多吧，现在就好像被判无罪般，终于可以跟自己说“都结束了。。。”

天刚实现了我的愿望，让我从新看待这世界，我真的仿佛感觉到“他” 的存在。

“他”听见每个人在跟“他”诉苦，体会每个人的苦。

就像，当你伤心时，接近你，安慰你，陪伴你。。

“他”是多么的无私，在乎每一个人。

谢谢“您” 

今天无聊透，居然跟只猪聊了整个下午，哈。

今天我问了那只猪一个问题。

知道她生活美满，很替她开心，也希望一直都将就好。

今天没什么想说，又懒惰温习，但我也改改自己读书的态度了，希望我能。

今天的我累到半死，大概24小时睡了18小时吧。但不知怎么了，晚上竟然睡不着，不断的在想，想很多不同的东西，都不知道要想什么。

可能是因为我还没确定我现在的目标吧，所以不知自己应该想些什么。

我的目标，是什么呢？？？？

刚和朋友们去怡保看半夜场，Transformer II, 真的是百看不厌，但 Kee Ming 居然睡着了,  超搞笑.

没有Susan的日子, 第58日, 

已有3 个月没见到她了, 每当想起她, 心总觉得难过, 只希望她有个好的开始, 遇上一个更好的男生.

不能习惯没爱情的日子,

心里总时常想念着从前,

但知道自己没资格拥有,

再难过的总会过去, 每过一天代表着在心里的伤好了一些, 我们会好起来的.

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheek.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Sleepy.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Lian, Loki and Buggu

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
50%

5. Will you ever donate blood?
If necessary.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes I do.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Sometimes i want myself to be dead.

8. What does your last text message say?
It was a forward msg.

9. What are you thinking right now?
The gal that tagged me.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Maybe.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
11.30pm

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Sungei Wang

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Same answer as no.9.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
MingHooi

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz:
1.Koklian
2.Loki
3.Yanyan
4.Yy
5.Buggu
6.Bear
7.MingHooi
8.Alice
9.Yunice
10.WoeiChuan ( Gemuk )
(just write for to answer the following question,hehe)

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
LOL, a gal look like Lian.

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Female.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
I dun think so.

18. What is no.1 studying about?
Graphic Design

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Just now.

20. Is no.4 single?
I'm not so sure.

21. Say something about no.2?
Lazy, motivated guy on chasing female but not motivated on his own future.
Playboy i guess or something like that.
Hamsap lou. <--- very hamsap
Funny and also playful.

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
He got no chance.

23. Describe no.9?
She is my genting co-worker.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
Why should i concern? Juz leave them alone.

25. Do you like no.8?
She is a nice gal, friendly as well. Good to be her friend.

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Contact 016 -5378323 for register +.+
I wan Genting trip aaaa..
help ME !!!

I feel nothing is more comfortable than sticking wif frens..
I am so happy and I would like to thank all of them here..
They brought me an awesome night.
With frens, i feel no worries, no restriction, and brainless ( juz say and do wateva is in our mind)
HAha..

Yeah, i feel better and better now.. This is wat i called Happy.. This is the thing that makes me realized what makes me happy..

I hope u guys can enjoy too..

P/s : dun waste any single day of ur holiday, i did it be4 and im damn regret right now.. Is time to go for a trip, dun be stingy, u and me, we need release.. ^^

( Drinking Sarsi )
Uht uht uht.... @aaaaaa.. Refreshing..

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA !!!!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA !!!!

So happy, im home. Finally i can rest..
I slept like a man in coma.. Hoho, so comfortable. So how is urs? I dun think other is different. HAHA :)

But im so disappointed a, somebody say will go for a trip, but FAILED. haixxx~~~
But nvm la, u din give me the trip, i will plan my trip for myself.

Hai gum la, If nothing important dun find me o, most likely im enjoying, unless i find u la. Mayb will date those who always wan ppl to date de.. hoho..

to be update~

Yeah.. Wotlk is available now.. im already lvl 71.. :P

Same as usual, emo like usual, moodless like usual..
I can't tell how much i wish to get rid from this place, I juz wish to "jump" to somewhere else now, like a Jumper, and juz do wateva i want with my buddies, no worries, without frustrations. Or die.

Yeah she got something back to my mind, a word that I still have to be consider of, this word is so-called " Responsibility ".
She's right, this is wat i didnt realize all the time. I have the responsibility.

I feel regret, speechless, and I noe there is nothing that i can use to fight back anymore. Because no matter how i fight, it is my fault.

Im Sorry.
~~~
TO be continue

Well, i found a song which i think it nearly match wif my feelings right now.. Which with excellent lyrics and melodies..

" Nobody wins when everyone's losing "

baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be..

Shit, im getting more and more emo right now..
I need a walk..

Wau, WOTLK is coming.. i cant tell how excited i am now.. ha.. ha.. ha..
=.= cut all those bullshit, is juz because i cant log in to world of warcraft then oni i start crapping over here..

Beside this, this also makes everything come to my mind again.. all those that i nvr wish to have it in my mind now, but i juz cant get it away from me T.T

I need some emo songs, if have any, plz leave down ur comment and i would appreciate ur words. Thx